You're in there.
You never left.
You won't ever leave.
I think that's part of why this hurts so badly.
I wish your story didn't include this chapter. I wish you could have lived happier ever after.
I wish I had the chance to say thank you. It's my biggest regret in life. I guess that's why I make sure I say it too often, almost. I cherish you. I cherish my time with you. I hope you love me the way I love you.
I would do anything to break this spell. To reconnect the circuit. To fix what is broken. To find a cure to this terrible horrible, AWFUL thing that has taken your spunk and your dignity. I would give you anything you needed to make this stop. To reverse it so that you would wake up and be okay. I love you so much. Nothing makes me happier than to see you happy. I always want you to be happy.
I love you nana.
